Meet Margie Bear

Let me introduce you to Margie Bear...

She's the snuggle bear that lives on my bed. She's been with me for just over a year, bought just after Valentines Day. There she was sitting on a top shelf in a Walgreen's store...their clearance items had all but sold out and she was all alone. I was drawn to her and at the time I didn't know why but it didn't take long for me to realize the connection. She reminded me of the bear my niece gave to my mom when she was dying from pancreatic cancer. My mom held that bear and literally fell into a deep sleep, waking with a smile when she realized she was still holding the bear.

Am I too old to have a stuffy to hold at night? Nope. I find myself feeling so comforted by that little soft bear and the memory of my mom and her peaceful face. She loved that bear and it meant so much to her to have received it from my sweet niece Alexis. Mom's bear now lives with Alexis and I hope she knows that she's not too old to sleep with a stuffy.

I hadn't named her until my granddaughter asked me - "Nammie, what's your dolly's name?" My mom was loved by many children that she cared for in her home. They called her Margie...it seemed fitting.

I've had an emotionally draining week. I've cried tears of sadness, fear and joy and struggled with a bit of a cold. Arriving home from Arizona, I basically flopped into bed and passed out from exhaustion. The next morning, I woke with Margie Bear in my arms and I couldn't help by smile.